bEttEr tHaN mE

huhuhu.. longing ito talaga.. hehehe



BETTER THAN ME
by HINDER

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

caNnOnBaLL

its like longing for someone who cannot be yours? am i right? anyways, its still a good song..



CANNONBALL
by DAMIEN RICE

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

cLosIng timE

i dont really know what's the message of this song pero i think its MOVING ON ..



CLOSING TIME
by SEMISONIC

Closing time
Open all the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home but you can't stay here

I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home

Closing time
Time for you to go out to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open till your brothers or your sisters come
So gather up your jackets
Move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
Yeah

rEst iN piEcEs

karirinig ko lang nito kanina sa cp ni sab .. hindi ko alam kung dahil mahilig lang din ako sa alternatives kaya hinanap ko agad.. and look .. i found a perfect song for him .. haha .. how he gently smiled before he destroyed (?) my life .. tsk tsk ..



REST IN PIECES
by SALIVA

Look at me
My depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine

You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me of how you laid us down
And gently smiled
Before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in you heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in you heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces)

Look at me
My depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hand

Would you find it in you heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces)
Would you find it in you heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces (let me rest in pieces)

Would you find it in you heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in you heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

GroUp 143, the accident group (ha-ha)

September 1, 2006, at exactly 8pm ng gabi, natapos ang case pres namin sa Fort Bonifacio General Hospital. Nung pauwi na kame, me, Sab, Gigo, Mon, Isay, Olan, Ken, Marj, Jewel and Rose, naglakad kami kasi wala nang gaanong dumadaan na jeep sa Gate 3. Si Stephen naman at There ay umuwi na kaagad.

at 8:40, nakasakay na kami.. 5 minutes later, naaksidente na kami.. how? ganito.. may isang hinayupak na lango sa alak ang nagdadrive ng bulok na van, ang pumunta sa lane namin at binangga ang kawawang jeep na sinasakyan namin. dahil puno ang sasakyan, nung nagpreno si manong driver, naipit yung nasa likod ni manong.. si Isay, Olan, Mon, Marj and Ken ang nakaupo sa likod ni manong, respectively. si Gigo, Sab, Me, Rose and Jewel naman sa katapat nila.. 4 ang injured at 1 ang naghyperventilate. so isinakay na sina Isay (na sobra ang bugbog sa katawan), si Olan (na nabugbog ang left leg), si Mon (na may bugbog sa likod), Gigo (na nauntog at bugbog ang right leg) at Sab (na hindi makahinga ng maayos) sa ambulance. nauna sila sa hospital.

at 9pm, nakarating kami sa Makati Medical Center..

12:29 am (2-Sept-2006), saka lang dumating ang hinayupak na lalaking lango sa alak.. binayaran naman niya ang damages, pero kung ako lang, papakulong ko talaga xa! aba! driving under the influence of alcohol ang magiging case nya! hmp.. mabait lang kasi si tito (papa ni gigo), chaka iniisip din niya na pagod na kami..

3am, nakauwi na ako..

haha! what an experience.. naging emergency nurse kaagad ako..

here's our pics.. (not during the accident)



in the loving memory of.. hehe joke lang..



complete pix ng grupo..

negative namin .. haha ..

thanks to kenneth na nagedit ng mga pix.. visit our pix here..

http://www.picturetrail.com/group143

sana di na maulit ang accident na ito .. haay ..

~*pAdaAn mUNa*~

_i.myt.h8.myself.in.da.mornin.4.luvin.u.diz.mch.2nyt_

_but.neverdalez.i.wud.rizk.everything.juz.2.b.wid.u_

Lumipas na ang lungkot ko. Mabisang gamot talaga ang panahon.

-Jeremy, YELLOW HANDKERCHIEF

PANAHON, yes, 1 year had passed this fast. Parang kahapon lang nung natanggap ko ang text niya na nagsasabing: CEZ, YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER. Sa tuwing maiisip ko yun, nalulungkot ako, nasasaktan. Pero tama, mabisang gamot ang panahon. Nalulungkot parin ako pero hindi na kasing dalas ng dati, nasasaktan parin ako pero hindi na kasing sakit katulad noon. Baliw na kung baliw, but, I still dont believe him. Yung mga ipinagtapat niya sakin. In denial? Pwede rin. Pero no one can force me to believe things i dont want to. I'm not hoping though, na darating yung araw na mamahalin pa rin niya ako. Katulad nga ng sinabi ko, I've given him up a year ago, and now I'm ready to move on.

It takes time to forget and forever to get over it. The pain might fade away but the memory of the pain will remain in your heart.

-Mr. Servilleno Pacis

IT TAKES TIME TO FORGET, now that a year had passed, kakalimutan ko na lahat ng naramdaman ko, nararamdaman ko at mararamdaman ko for him. Susubukan ko.. Para narin naman sa akin ito eh. If I wont do it now, kelan pa? Kaya susubukan ko na NGAYON. FOREVER TO GET OVER IT. I might forget everything, pero hindi parin ako sure if i would get over those feelings. After all, lahat ng saya, lungkot, sakit, galit, kahunghangan, at kabaliwan na naramdaman ko habang minamahal ko siya eh naging part na ng buhay ko. i may deny it, but those feelings made me complete. I've experienced joy, sadness, anger, pain, love (for a moment, at least), and gladness that is different from what i normally feel with my family, thanks to him. But! THE MEMORY OF THE PAIN WILL REMAIN IN MY HEART forever.

Once you undergo a failed relationship, the pain is always left unaided. Everyone thinks you've moved on, but you'll later realize.. You never stopped loving him, you just learned how to live without him.

YOU NEVER STOPPED LOVING HIM.. Yeah, mahal ko parin siya. But i'm not feeling sad about it. why should i? Lagi kong sinasabi sa iba, when you chose to love, prepare to be hurt. Tama naman ako. Kasi magkakambal lagi yun eh (love and hurt). But i CHOSE not to be sad nor hurt. I want to feel happy about it. Not everyone gets the chance the feel the way I'm feelin' right now. Some are afraid. At kung maramdaman ko man ang sakit once in a while, that won't kill me right? LEARNED TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM, that i would surely do. Hey! For the past 15 years of my life, nabuhay ako ng wala siya. Kahit puro sakit at lungkot noon, kahit hindi ako marunong magmahal, nabuhay parin ako. And now I've learned how to love and be hurt, ngayon pa ba ako susuko? I can live another 15 years and more without him. I can be the person that i wanted to be, kahit wala siya sa tabi ko. Pero alam kong.. Patuloy ko parin siyang mamahalin.. Hangga't hindi pa ako nakakahanap ng taong mamahalin ko ulit..

The day I met you, i went home carrying a smile. You may be just an ordinary person to a lot of people, but for me, you're someone i'll cherish up to the end of my life.

THE DAY I MET YOU - that was last week of May, year 2003, nagtetext xa sa D LOUNGE and i got his number (or his cousin's). He introduced himself to me with his cousin's identity (who happens to be my bestfriend's friend now). Months later, i knew the real him. i was trully glad i knew him (totoo yun). YOU MAY BE AN ORDINARY PERSON TO A LOT OF PEOPLE (esp. to his DAD) but he has been an EXTRAORDINARY PERSON TO ME. He has changed me into a person i never thought i would be, he have hurt me like no other person can, he managed to touch my heart with his simple but irritable (and sometimes soothing) words, he made me smile during my loneliest days, he made me cry when in fact, i should be happy, he's been the brother i never had, the (boy) bestfriend i've longed for, the companion i always need.. in short, He has been a part of my life for the past 3 (happy, sad, hurtful, contented, anxious, blissful, bored, frustrated, curious, grieving, confident, envious, painful, puzzled and miserable) years kahit hindi ko pa xa personal na nkikilala . i know its foolish to some, that i have loved a person whom i barely knew and i ALMOST (but never) met, but it wont change the fact that once in my life, I fell in love with a stranger.

I am writing all of these in response to the question once asked to me: TATANUNGIN KITA. KAKALIMUTAN MO NA DIN BA? (17-dEC-2005; 7:20 PM)

My answer is NO.. I am going to move on but i wont ever forget that guy. In fact, mamahalin ko parin siya (ang gulo ko noh?) in my own way. But this time, i wont be hurt. I am going to be in full control of myself, of my feelings, of everything that concerns ME. Hindi ko na uli hahayaang saktan ako ng ibang tao. And i wont blame other people for my faults. To give and care with a sole reason that i love him and to love without expectations.

IM SO GLAD I MET HIM BUT I HAVE TO MOVE ON.. continue with my life and fulfill my dreams.. Give my family a better life and eventually become the person i have always dreamt of.

-PRINCESS MAE CALIBOSO BERNABE

~*i hope you remember me as the girl who always smile even when her heart is broken and the one who could always brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten up her own*~

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FORGET MY NAME
NEW FOUND GLORY



tell all my friends I'm dead

I'm leaving you, this time its for good

tell all my friends that I'm dead

it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell

that I'm losing myself

I think I'm trying too hard

to let it show

to let you know

don't trace your footsteps back to me

I've been gone for a long time

waiting on the sidelines

hoping for a chance to play

well I thought I would never leave anything behind

I also never thought I'd say

tell all my friends I'm dead

I'm leaving you, this time its for good

tell all my friends that I'm dead

it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell

that I don't know myself

I need someone to remind me

to let it go

please let me know

don't trace your footsteps back to me

cause I've been gone for a long time

waiting on the sidelines

hoping for a chance to play

well I thought I would never leave anything behind

I also never thought I'd say

tell all my friends I'm dead

I'm leaving you, this time its for good

tell all my friends that I'm dead

it won't be long before you forget my name

and if I had the chance

to do it all again

I wouldn't expect anything less

and if I had the chance

to do it all again

I wouldn't expect

I wouldn't expect anything less

tell all my friends I'm dead

I'm leaving you, this time its for good

tell all my friends that I'm dead

it won't be long before you forget my name

forget my name

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GOODBYE TO LOVE
CARPENTERS



I'll say goodbye to love

No one ever cared if I should live or die

Time and time again the chance for love has

passed me by

And all I know of love is how to live without it

I just can't seem to find it

So I' ve made my mind up I must live my life alone

And thought it's not the easy way

I guees I' ve always known

I' d say goodbye to love

there are no tomorrows for this heart of mine

Surely time will lose these bitter memories

And I'll find that there is someone to believe in

And to live for

Something I could live for

All the years of useless search

Have finally reached an end

Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend

From this day love is forgotten

I'll go on as best I can

What lies in the future is a mystery to us all

No one can predict the well of fortune as it falls

there may come a time when I will see that I've been wrong

But for now this is my song

And it's goodbye to love

I'll say goodbye to love

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FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BROKEN HEART

BRITNEY SPEARS





"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind

Where do I go?

And you didn't hear all my joy through my tears

All my hopes through my fears

Did you now, still I miss you somehow

CHORUS:

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know

You were my first love, you were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time may find me somebody new

You were my real love, I never knew love

'Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay

Give our love a chance for one more day"

We could have worked things out

Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart

Through my dreams, through my heart

And I'm back where I started again

Never thought it would end

CHORUS

You promised yourself, but to somebody else,

And you made it so perfectly clear

Still I wish you were here

CHORUS

"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

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ALL AT ONCE
WHITNEY HOUSTON



All at once

I finally took a moment

And I'm realizing that

You're not coming back

And it's finally hit me all at once

All at once
I've started counting teardrops

And at least a million fell

My eyes began to swell

And all my dreams were shattered all at once

Ever since I met you

You're the only love I've known

And I can't forget you

Though I must face it all alone

Chorus:

All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea

Wishing you'd come back to me

And that's all that matters now

All at once I'm drifting on a lonely sea

Holding on to memories

And it's hurt me more than you know

So much more than it shows

All at once

I looked around and found that you were

With another love

In someone else's arms

And all my dreams were shattered all at once

All at once the smile that used to greet me

Brightened someone else's day

She took your smile away

And left me with just memories all at once

Ever since I met you

You're the only love I've known

And I can't forget you

Though I must face it all alone

Repeat Chorus (2X)

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ON MY OWN
LEA SALONGA



And now Im all alone again

no where to turn no one to go to

Without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to

And now the night is near

now I can make believe he's here

Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody

else is sleeping

I think of him and then I'm happy with

the company I'm keeping

The city goes to bed

And I can live inside my head

On my own,

Pretending he's beside me,

All alone, I walk with him till morning.

Without him, I feel his arms around me,

And when I lose my way, I close my eyes,

And he has found me...

In the rain,

The pavement shines like silver,

All the lights are misty in the river,

In the darkness the trees are full of starlight,

And all I see is him and me,

Forever and forever...

And I know it's only in my mind,

That I'm talking to myself and not to him,

And although I know that he is blind,

Still I say, there's a way for us...

I love him,

But when the night is over,

He is gone, the river's just a river

Without him the world around me changes,

The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him,

But everyday I'm learning,

All my life,

I've only been pretending,

Without me,

His world will go on turning,

A world that's full of happiness,

That I have never known...

I love him... I love him...

I love him... But only on my own...

bOuLevaRd oF bRokEn DrEaMs

naghahanap ako noon ng magandang song na pwedeng gamitin ko sa speech namin .. i asked tort, sabi ko ung medyo malungkot na kanta .. or anything na bagay sa akin .. eto ang binigay niya .. bagay nga ba sa akin? .. ewan .. hehe .. this song is all about MOVING ON and still hoping for another love .. tama pero ako, hindi na ako naghahanap .. ayoko na kaya .. haha ..



BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS
by GREEN DAY

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk
walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

Ah..ah..
I walk alone and I walk a-

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a-

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone

ShE's aLwAys a wOmaN tO mE

hmmn, this song is very nice ..

sana may taong magdedicate nitong song na ito sa akin ..

you know why? ..

kasi kapag dinedicate sa inyo ang kantang to, that person loves you and accepts you for who you are ..

your flaws and weaknesses ..

EVERYTHING ..



SHE'S ALWAYS A WOMAN TO ME
by BILLY JOEL

She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a childBut she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe you
She'll take what you give her as long as it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief but she's always a woman to me

Oh, she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh, and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind

She will promise you more Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me

She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
But she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me

aMazEd

AMAZED
by LONESTAR

ayun, pwede daw po itong wedding song .. i dont really know ..

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch everyplace in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

SmiLe aGaiN

for those who have found love again after being broken hearted ..
eto para sa inyo ..
at sa mga broken hearted pa rin ..
hope you find the right person who could make you smile again ..

SMILE AGAIN
MANHATTAN TRANSFER

Endless nights
I'd play solitaire
Imagining that you were here
One night flights
Such heartless affairs
They froze the hopes of love in me
You suddenly appeared
Melted all my fearsF
illed me with the love I need

You make me smile again
Like a child of three
And I believe it will turn out right baby
Oh you make me smile again
Hold me in your arms
Oh love, my love

Heart to heart
Our souls intertwine
Make love and float away with me
Twins of flame
A love so divine
I want to spend my life around you
Now, now I have the strength
Now I have the hopes
You give me all I need

To make me smile again
Like a child of three
And I believe it will work out right
Oh you make me smile again
Hold me in your arms
Oh love, my love

You make me smile again
Like a child of three
Oh I believe we'll live a dream for two
Oh you make me smile again
Hold me in your arms
Oh love, my love

yOu

wow! .. ang tagal kong hinanap to ahh .. sa wakas nagpakita din sa akin ..
so to all SO CLOSE addict jan, eto po ang ending song ng movie na yun ..

YOU

KAREN MOK

You

A fading memory of you

A loneliness that caused on you

When twilight comes too soon

To mourn, to hold our memory

You, won't you tell me what to do

What to say and how to prove

That i long to be so.. close to you

That is all i asked of you

i can't help it but i'm so.. in love with you

Don't tell me that's too hard on you

'cause no one else will do

You

You can make me see it's true

I'm nothing without you

baby please hold me close.. to you

That is all i asked of you

you walked away and i'll be running back to you

Running back to you you're my one and only one

(music, repeat from the top)

You